Excuse me, do I know you?

Yes. It's been a while. What? Two months? But I think that's pretty good for someone with a new baby, a full time job where everyone expects you to have the answer to everything and made up shit doesn't count and a husband who works nights so you are totally alone and on your own with said new baby at night and when you get up in the morning and when you get home from work! Three! I've had three soda's today!

But, as the cliched t-shirt would say, life is good. No. Life is great. Life is wonderful. Life is my son. Yes. I am one of those annoying people who's life revolves around their child. But if you met Jack you too would agree that he is the most handsome, smartest, funniest child EVER! Because he is. He has since learned to hold his head up, doesn't get mad and in fact enjoys tummy time and laughs. Oh, if I could bottle that laugh. Especially when he does it when I'm kissing his neck.

I thought for a split second that maybe I was preggers again. I have a prescription, but just don't have the heart to fill it yet. It just took so long to get Jack and while I say I'm 26, we all know the truth. I just don't know how I would have felt had you know what hadn't shown up today. Or if that second line had shown up yesterday. Yes! I took a pregnancy test yesterday. Got to say, I was a little nervous. But I don't know what I was hoping for. I think it would have been nice. But then Margo (the non married non mommy in me) keeps thinking that I just got back into all my size 8 clothes again! I can see my toes. And I can drink (as long as I do it 3 hours before I nurse Jack). Can you say conflicted?

Saturday I got to go shopping by myself. Wait. Let me rephrase that. I go shopping by myself once a week. To the grocery store! This weekend I went to Target and Kohl's and any where else I wanted to without having to talk to anyone. On the drive home it dawned on me that I had only spoken to sales people for the previous 5 hours. I can't remember the last time that happened. Normally I'm asking if people are hungry (husband and baby), if they have a poopie diaper (thankfully, just baby there) or if they've seen the remote. And Saturday the one thing I asked the most is, do you have this in a 7 and a half?